Based in Frederick, Maryland, Digital Ink & Parchment is a blog by Alexandria Pallat. Her posts explore the integration of faith in every day life.

Searching For Home

Searching For Home

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One of my biggest complaints to my husband used to be "it doesn't feel like home." It's why I wanted to move apartments and even states. To him, I'm sure it felt like I could never be satisfied with what we had. To me, it felt like we were missing something, like I was missing something. Yesterday my church celebrated our first birthday. One year ago, I walked into that church looking for hope, with a deep despair in my heart. The instant I walked in, something felt right. The minute the pastor began his message, I knew I would stay. In his message yesterday, he said that it was the first place he and his wife had felt at home. That sentiment was echoed in the videos of others talking about their year at the church. And my pen started writing almost without me thinking.

Maybe I was searching for a place to call home when really my heart was missing something else: God. 

It didn't matter where we were, I always felt out of place. I've come to the conclusion that it's because I hadn't truly accepted God for who He is: an ever faithful, never changing, good Father and Protector. I was searching for a place--and my husband--to give me a feeling that neither could ever satisfy. I needed to go to the source.

The reason I can say that so confidently now is because I would never have pictured myself where I am--not in this city, not in my personal situation, not even in my job. Yet, I feel more at peace, more content, than I have in a very long time. This church feels like home because God is there, but more because I have accepted who Christ is in my life.

Whatever you may be facing, no earthly thing will give you reprieve, will fill a hole, will make you feel like you're home. But God can. Jesus can. He is our Savior and Protector.

Who do you say Jesus is?

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